Continue my route i have picked.....No matter how tough it is, just finish it... 8pm, i just have had a test...unit operation II. there were 2 question. 1st question was not tough...but the following question was damn tough!!! totally no idea... I feel a bit relax after the activity and today test were completed. Through the activity, i learnt something although it was just a small activity. Sometime, we could not expected what will be happened tomorrow, it can be good, it also can be bad. So, we must try our best to do our own job as much as we can if there is time allowed. There are few tests i have to sit. then, final test. i will undergo my training in penang, Texchem Polymer. unfortunately, my pay is only rm500 per month. i have to seek for extra income during this break. Someone told me that i keep flirting people? do i? haha....she pays attention to my blog...haha.. surprise...but from my view...38... "Go...fighting...." No one will know what will be happened tomorrow, but at least we try our best today!!!

忙。。。最近连看戏都没什么看了！ activity - face a lot of problems.....problem solved...another problem comes...endless...left one day to be settled? how? tests....havent studied enough....PCD is quite tough!!!! next week have to face it! PSM(PYF)- need to be submitted soon...some have submitted..but me....still there suffering... Project....one finished...another one comes....endless... Plant Design - it's hard to get information.... final test...left 3 weeks..... i believe stress can make someone mature...but is it too stress for me? busy...i like it...at least i wont get bored...but it is too busy..... Any motivation quotes suggested to me....when i'm depressed or frustrated...i like to read some quotes.... and i could not manage my time well.....and no strong determination.....i have to improve it!!!! Go....keep fighting!!!!!!!!!!!!

剛才朋友吹我叫我的part給她。很早就做完了，只是覺得做得不夠好，遲遲沒給她。今晚不知做什麽，emo....看看朋友的profile,照片。。。就在電腦前按了老鼠很久。。突然很想沖出外面的世界。。。就有這個夢想，想要到世界各地，背包流浪，體驗不一樣的世界。。。踏進五大洲。。。這個？即使才能實現？ 還是努力向前和錢吧！

拿得起，就要放得下！

有时发现不对路的时候，就要及早修正或放弃它，in order to avoid another serious mistake. otherwise, you are the one who suffer it!

是时候放手的时候，就应该放手！该执著时，就要敢敢去！该放手时，却不愿放手，只会把痛苦带给自己！有时会发现，不是你的东西，怎样去努力，永远也不会属于你的！有时还没踏出，就已经没了！ 虽然没了/输了/达不到目标，但至少也会学到点东西！

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每次上来这边，一是不好的东西烦着。其实我好几次想写下，但还是算了！其实我现在还有功课要赶给同学，答应今天要交给她，但我到现在只做到一点而已。其他同学已经pass给她了。资料有点少，没有idea.

1） 刚刚我妈打电话来，要我帮她做一点东西。其实已经做好料的。但我回她的语气有点重（当时我在烦着功课）。过了不久，我打电话回去说对不起。原来一句对不起就那么简单。如果是以前的我，我不大会说的。觉得尴尬。

3）这学期很忙，其实只要把时间按排好，还是ok的。 偏偏我的时间却没有好好安排。

4）明年一月去棉兰，那边风景美， 拍照最好料的，sem break 是要好好跟朋友学摄影！

就酱，做功课料！

yes!!!!!!!!!!

A rubber company offer me a post to undergo internship:

Job Scope: statistical analysis and process improvement

Location: Bukit Mertajam

Salary: no mention (previous UMPian was around rm300-rm500)

Accept it? or reject it? i think i wait for the other 8 companies first...

我妈妈

又在被我妈妈骂！有时真的觉得又不是觉得很严重的问题，也会被骂得很惨。有时我真的很不认同我妈妈。但我不可以讲出来，讲出来又在被骂！我记得我和我妈妈吵架，很厉害那种，我妈妈可以是那种今天吵了，明天，后天，可能可以加多一两天，一见到我的妈妈，她的眼神就瞪着我（我觉得很凶一下），她可以挖回那天吵架的事情又在讲，又在骂！如果我回嘴，又再吵架了！这种很严重的吵架，通常比较少发生，应因为通常都是我被骂的那个！

就好像有一次，我和我三姨就谈一样事情，谈谈一下，就觉得想要问我妈妈要一样东西（我们两个就觉得问罢了，ok不ok也不用紧），那里知道我妈妈就反应很大那种，二话不说，就打电话骂我三姨，我回到家，就被骂了！就很严重那种！根本就不是什么严重的问题，酱也能骂到酱凶！

还有一次，就是我家很清洁的，因为我妈妈每天都扫地，抹地！又一次，我就这样问她：”妈妈，你这样每天一直这样扫地，抹地，你不会累的吗？家里又不是很肮脏！“ 就这样，我又被我妈妈射了！她讲：“你自己肮脏罢了！我整天扫地抹地，没有看到灰尘么？你们就坐在那边，什么都不用做！” 我就讲：”就算有灰尘也不用每天扫地抹地的嘛，你是不是有洁癖？“ 就这样我妈妈的pattern就出来了，我又被讲了！我是觉得我妈妈有点洁癖，不然做么每天扫地抹地！ 你们会不会酱扫地，抹地？

还有一个，就是我每次大学放假回去，我妈妈都会煮类是午餐晚餐（其实午餐和晚餐是同样的东西来的）。就因为刚刚被射咯，才跑上来写这个，真的beh tahan!气在心头！就是hor，我妈妈今天住煮两样菜，但是她煮的粥却是很多很多！我下午出去，没吃！回到家时太累，没吃，就直接睡了！到刚刚两点酱，我猜是我妈妈回来了(因为她的鞋子声)! 突然我意识到，我还没有吃饭，饭还在桌子，菜又没有放进冰厨，死了，又再被骂料！不到五分钟，我被骂了！我妈妈脸色都变了！过后，我就去拿粥，打开那个rice cooker 的盖，我的心就在讲：”妈的！酱多粥，想吃死我么！“
我要讲的就是每次都煮酱多，吃不完又被骂！haiz！我知道我妈妈一番心机，但也不需要煮到这样多的麻！haiz！sien dao!

如果我以后的老婆是好像我妈妈这样的，死了咯！我打死也不要找好像我妈妈这样的！

Rejected by company

These few days, i have emailed and post some LI application latter to several companies.
One of the company which is named as Euro Chemo-Pharma based in prai has rejected me.
This is the first company rejected me.

Dear Mr Teoh,

Greetings from Euro Chemo-Pharma Sdn. Bhd.

After discussion, we regret to inform you that your application for
practical training is not accepted.

We wish you all the best.


Thank you and best regards,
HR Department.

Sad because they dont want me. Happy because they dont want me too (rm 400 per month)

就写这个

闷闷的，放假一个月，应该是开心的，但我觉得很闷！整天在浪费时间。

刚才我去了一个地方，本来以为是freelance工作的东西，那里知道是直销。 是Score A. 听了SCORE A的讲座， 就来了一个27岁的女生，再跟我详细的讲。还好，她没有那样处处逼人，我也没有觉得她好像有逼过人， 应该是她经验不够。

听了一阵子，发觉那女生蛮有气质。虽然她长得不是很漂亮，但还可以看，很有气质。再发现一点，原来我不是以貌取人的！果然是个好男人。 如果她不是27的话，做女朋友应该蛮不错。哈哈

Tattoo

I'm looking to get a tattoo...

A) yes..go ahead...it's cool
B) No..look ugly..
C) No comment...as long as the tattoo suits u..
D) I'm going to have too!!!
E) No idea about it...but i think u are wasting ur hard-earned money!!

Recently, i keep getting flu.....and i'm forced to skip my lecture!! 3 times already i have skipped...any medicine available that make someone feel well forever? i wish to take it....haiz

1234

我想要去旅行！近近的，省钱的！！！！ i want to travel and relax myself!

不落

很久没写“不落”了！之前想要写的，但又不知道要些什么!现在就一次写完它！

下个星期回槟城了！！！！！！！！！！

讲讲之前的事；

最近面对不停discussion, projects, test...搞到没时间读书！时间真的要在安排好一点！！！

deepavali之前的那个week, 每天早上起来眼睛有红有痛。。已经两个星期多了。。希望快点好！

做么我进不到chapter of my life 的其中一个post（又再烦这个。 ）, delete liao是吗? 很好奇，到底她写什么！

我现在很不喜欢读书，但是还是要读完她！ 加油！加油！加油！ （虽然我的成绩差到好像鬼酱，做么他们酱能读书）



翻译给不会中文的人：
hari ini punya pahit future akan sweet..
future punya xin fu depend on today... (a powerful quote to me)

我要去看porn了，我housemate讲要表演给我看！！

一秒钟的空闲

不知不觉已经第三年了，第三年的课业很重！Discussion, discussion 还是discussion.很忙！有时真想避开一阵子，想要旅行去！他妈的，很可惜，路还是要走下去！真不喜欢读书！

野心

野心是永恆的特效藥，是所有奇跡的萌發點..
你认同吗？对我来说，是的，非常认同！没有野心的人，永远就得当一个平凡人！那些成功的人，通常都是有野心的！因为他们肯为了他们想要的东西而奋斗！

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现在是11.8.2011凌晨2.03am.听着Take me to your heart的一首老英文歌。没记错的话，这首歌应该有中文版。现在的我正想着，不就是烦着我将来的事。什么事？事业。我发现我每次做东西都是随便做而已。而且有时还拖拖拉拉。要怎样才能改掉这个坏习惯？我也发现我是一个半途而废的一个人！想厉害，讲厉害，但做的时候就不厉害了！其实这些不好的习惯我已经很久就发现料的，想要改掉，但只是三分钟热度！那些成功的人又是怎样的叻？那你们又觉得我是怎样的一个人？好坏也讲一下！我不会对你们怎样的。

负债

我现在负债7800。是个穷光蛋！只有一个月的时间，我能拼出什么成绩？

苏州市

Nice? If you say No, i think your eyes has problems...
want to go there!!!!!!!!
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Be your own boss or work for other?

Just now, I attended the Public Mutual agency meeting. After that, my up line, cheah, sideline (I label him as A since I don’t know his name) and I had a coffee at a food stall just beside the Mutual branch. We talked and shared the views and experiences together. They both had been working for factory almost 25 to 30 years. Now, they no more work for factory but unit trust consultant where I’m also one of them. A question comes to me. They asked: “Are you going to work for others or be your own boos after graduation?” I was hesitating few second there. I did not know how to answer them. What should I choose? Be own boss or work for others as engineer? A question mark appears in my mind. They told their pass before becoming a unit trust agent.
“I used to work in a chemical company for many years with fixed income. The higher the promotion I get, the stressful i suffer. And the previous income is fewer than now although I hold a high position.” Cheah said. I listened to him quietly.
Following by A, who’s a 60 plus old man and used to be a technician. He just joined Public Mutual 3 months ago. His performance has just begun. He said he won’t go back to the company where he did last time. He added, there is no time and freedom when you work under others. He likes some jobs which is free like unit trust agent.
After listening to their stories, I asked myself a question which is the same they asked me. Should I be my own boss? I think I will work as engineer. At the same time, I will carry my duty as a part time unit trust consultant after I graduated.
Cheah and A seem like got same opinion. They suggested me an idea. “If your family has no objection, why not you try to be full time unit trust consultant? At least you can be your own boss and make big money with one condition “hard work” within 1-2 years. But you must know one thing; you may gain nothing through the years as consultant.” They said.
So, which road should I choose? I don’t want to go back to the beginning after I have run half. Can I try for only one year as consultant? How if I fail? it’s hard to choose. When you want to get something good, you must sacrifice the other or even more than what you have never expected!
I’m troubling!

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香港，深圳，珠海，澳门

香港，给人的感觉就很匆忙，快！高楼大厦，分秒逼真！香港的生活水准很高，屋价都是百万上下的。吃好一点的都要几百块港币！旅游还ok，居住的话还是不要了!

深圳，一个给我不好印象的地方。过罗湖关口时乱七八糟！但是如果你喜欢看美女的话，还是一个不错的地方。这里女人对男人的比例应该是七对一。十个当中就有七个是女的。那边的女生很美，白。差不多有九成的女生都是穿短裤的，她们的腿很白！这里也是一个卖水货的地方，什么LV, Gucci， Omega的牌子都有。

珠海，我最喜欢的一个地方了。平静，悠闲，放松的一个好地方！珠海这个地方很清洁，空气清新，吵杂音很少。它“成金”被选为全球十大最适合居住的地方！ I like it!

澳门，一个赌博的地方。听人说:“澳门人有钱赌博，没钱买房子”。其实除了赌博，还是有其他景点去的。

有机会的话，我还想去珠海和澳门。珠海真是一个可以relax的地方！

汽车

刚刚一个人在客厅吃饭时，突然来了一个点子，我想要买一辆车！...希望能在新的学期前实现！这辆车的价钱大概在10千左右（包过修理费）！但自己的存款又不多，要怎样才能在短时间挣到10千块！

笑一笑

1. 一个纨绔子弟上大学。
父亲：不要轻易谈女朋友，你可以找鸡，我报销，帐单写打鸟。
一个月后父亲收到帐单：打鸟费2000！
父亲：适可而止，找便宜的鸟打！
一个月后帐单：打鸟费50，修枪5000！！！

2. 某司机开车路过女儿国某村庄。看见一女子容貌端庄、体态婀娜，于是下车想非礼她。
那女子见了，慌忙大叫：“快来人啊，快来人啊。”
司机听了，连忙跳上车去，驾车潜逃。
那女子在车后跺着脚道：“胆小鬼，老娘只是想多叫几个姐妹来和你一起玩玩，就怕成这样！

3. 十个男生的初夜
中文系：娘子，我们把灯灭了，宽衣解带，早点休息吧。

数学系：别关灯，否则我无法找到你三点的坐标。

化学系：我用我的滴管插入你的试管，看一看能否生成新的化合物。

物理系：根据能量守衡，我们今天晚上的总功率为零。

外语系：come on baby！let’s go to bed!

历史系：据我所知，远古的人为了今天，发明了床。

体育系：我先在你上面做100个俯卧伸，然后来一个侧翻，最后来一个屈体后空翻。

经济系:亲爱的，这里是我这个月的工资。

地理系：我拿罗盘打了一下，我们应该向西，吉时（子时）已经到，可以进去，你握着我的电筒，看一看洞里有些
什么。

计算机系:亲爱的，用我的内存条插到你的机子里，刷新一下，看看跑的快吗？



来松一松脑筋！不要讲我色，就纯分享而已！

My schedule

8-12/5/11: Hong Kong (with mum)
12-14/5/11: registration for short sem
16/5-8/7: Short Sem (After the last day of short sem, rush to KL directly if possible)
9-13/7: China-Beijing (proposal has been passed up. hopefully can get it)
14-19/7: Penang-Sarawak
20/7-9/9: Working.

This is roughly my holiday schedule.
*After Beijing, i will be very rush to Penang. 13/7 get KL at night, and i must get penang airport before 3pm on 14/7.

四月很忙

四月真的很忙！

廉价航空就是这样

Before this, i bought a flight ticket from firefly with rm 39(all included). I was happy because it's cheap. Normally i go back to penang by bus with RM52.30. Today i have seen firefly promotion. Damn shit, the ticket price is only Rm 0.01. All is RM 9. wah...Same date, same time, and even same venue. But the both price are much different. Only can i'm unlucky to get the cheapest.

will die one arh...

Do not play-play with Chemical engineering, will die one arh....

1/4 Heat transfer test
4/4 Chemical reaction engineering test
4/4 pass up numerical assignment
6/4 kriket test
6/4 solidwork test
7/4 mass transfer test
7/4 super critical presentation
8/4 Numerical test
8/4 pass up cre assignment
12/4 Eng graphic presentation
13/4 Aspen Plus test
13/4 mass quiz
13/4 mass project interview
25/4 Ethnic Relations test
26/4 Numerical & optimization final test
27/4 mass transfer final test
27/4 heat transfer final test
28/4 CRE final test

CRE+HT integrated plant presentation (date haven’t confirmed yet)

酱的生活我不要

要考试了，整天面对书，酱的生活我不要。闷闷的生活我不要！！！！

sorry

have you ever said SORRY to your parent when you did mistake? Sometime it's hard to voice out to your beloved. Are you same with me? Just now i wish to book flight to Penang in July. When i want to make payment through card, an error found. Damn, i dont know the latest billing date. I call back home to ask my mum. She kept telling me the payment date(payment date & billing date is different). I ask her to tell me the billing date, but she did not. After some time, I'm impatient. I speak perfunctory to her. After i called the bank. Then the flight problem is settled. I recall back what i did to my mum. I feel ashamed. And i made call to my mum and said sorry to her. Please forgive me, mum.

we should always be patient to the elders especially our parents. As they are getting old, we should care them, listen to them, talk to them more and the most important is be more patient to them. They grow us up with care no matter in what situation and how hard they suffer. Care them more as much as you can when they still alive..

stress

1. 当你感觉压力时，你会怎样释放你的压力？有些人会通过看戏，听歌等等来放松自己！而她告诉我,"i just can do is just don wan do anything, ignore anything lo,let my brain rest". 就酱简单. 而我呢？我比较喜欢做一些平时没什么做的事情！如凌晨三点对着大海狂喊；在大马路上漫步，涂鸦，打开rock歌狂舞！就是想做something strange, something extraordinary! 你说我怪不怪？什么都不管，认真地去放纵自己！轻松了，才回到人生正常的规律上！

2. 以前，我认为读书的目的就是将来赚大钱！所以老师说sains好，出路广，我就选sains.直到选大学的课系时，我也是以前途，将来能赚多少钱的心态选了chemical engineering.虽然当时的我对化学有兴趣，但我也没有加多思考，就选了CE。现在我发现，选科系时是应该以兴趣为主（很肯定的那种），在以钱途作为第二考量。如果时间可以倒流，我绝对不会再选CE。可惜时间不倒流，我只能硬着头皮好好地读完其余两年！

* i dont know whether is it correct to use "stress". May be i can use "not interested" towards my current academic. I'm no longer " interested" in my current academic. however, i have to "hard my Scalp" to finish the other two yrs course.